These days, anything i try to do is half finished and abandoned, whether it’s a book or prep for a test or writing this blog. I do not have the motivation to finish anything that requires a little hard work. All i want to do is eat loads and loads, drive my bike to the place where I can eat loads and loads, sleep a peaceful 7 and a half hours, which is a lot for me and a one point of time I would have considered that much sleep giving myself up to opulence.